Looking deeply into your heavenly eyes my heart sighs for love unbound,
Crowned as you are with gold, with jewels, with sun and moon and stars,
And you are now all in all pulsing thru my veins, my soul where you reign,
An inner spiritual domain to make your kingdom to freely rule in wisdom,
To liberate my very self ~ another poor atman ~ from every self-delusion,
And all confusion of this undesirable world of pain in chains of suffering,
And so I ask only that you would play some creative cosmic song for me,
As on bended knee I bow here and now to kiss your feet, so finely sweet,
To then rest my head against your everlasting youthful bosom so strong,
Unfailing guard from every harm and every wrong as you play your song,
And my body with haunting heavenly notes reverberating thru my being,
Seeing, touching, feeling your majesty from above with an infinite love …
And I pray the moment turn to eternity, an unending beginning with you
She was all that, and more, my beloved was. She reigns within my soul, still, but tells me not to shut myself off from the beauty that the Universe still sends me.
Ah, wonderful, my friend. I’m so very glad to hear this and rejoice with you that she does indeed still reign in your soul, where she speaks to you words of comfort, encouragement and wisdom.
This has been a long, and at times, confusing road forward, from the day she died, but I’m here and ever stronger.
I am sure it has, indeed, been a long and oftimes confusing journey. Keep on keeping on, my friend, and God bless you!
I will indeed, and thank you so much!
Wow Jonathan what a wonderful post, so inspiring and profound. Lord Krishna and his flute that every being in this Universe was mesmerized by his playing his basuri(flute). So nice to rest at his feet forever and be blissful and joyful for eternity. Lovely.
Ah, yes, so very true, and thank you, dear Kamal!
Welcome ππ ππ dear Jonathan